Optimist vs Pessimist

I discovered these characteristics for quite a long time. 

Nevertheless, I don't dare to voice out and always keep them as top secrets as I'm not willing to influence one's emotion.
Blogging might be a safe way to address it.

There are mainly 8 characteristics of lonely lad who always appears cheerfully and lively in front of crowd, here they are as followed :

1. One may not live without his handphone.

-Instead of being couch potato, he is HP potato.

-It is always hard for him to grab a heart sharer to neither relieve his stress nor share his happiness.

-Thus, he needs a handphone to kill boredom.

2. One has heaps of personalities.

-Different people who have different opinions will use different ways to treat different characters under different situation. 

-When he was a kid, he found that there were lots of friends who were just pure and non-calculative around him. He was self willing to make friends with them.
-When he was up to secondary level, there were substantial people caring just about themselves out there as they looked forward to accomplishing their goals and targets individually. He started to feel lonely and wouldn't like to mix around.
-When he pursued his further education in U life, he thought of changing himself thoroughly. He was able to interact well and made lots of new friends. Yet, he found that troublesome. People surrounding him kept on complaining he was over talkative and interactive. Eventually, his mind set of well mixing with others faded away again.

3. One has been too mature since childhood.

-He has known wordly wisdom "人情世故" since he was young.

-His parents may always think that he couldn't handle problems. They would never know that he can actually do it even better.
-He has very strong 6th-sense causing him to be mature and sensible in making decision.

4. One can be both crazy and silent sometimes.

-Other people can't really know him well.

-Others can't understand why he can be pessimistic sometimes.

-However, he can play around with them crazily as well.

5. One feels upset due to someone's words without being known by the rest.

-He can be very sad just owing to a little things in daily routine.
-[eg. "I must get flying colors for this semester," said someone. ] He would think that "someone" demeaned him and felt desperate followed by lashing an effort to peg off at last.

-In short, his heart is fragile.

6. Consolation can't be applied on self own.

-He is able to console those who are moody but no one will ever know he is feeling depressed too.

-He doesn't want to expose his condition to others as he would rather keep the agonies to himself.

-Hopefully there is someone out there can notice it and touch his heart. (I bet that must be rescue party.)   

7. Missing past & Resenting current.

-He misses what has past but he dislikes his current situation.

-He misses the moment when he was playing around with his friends.
-He misses the time when they were paying effort and studying together in order to achieve their goals.

-He doesn't like to study and fight alone.

-He even hates there is no one that his feelings can be shared with.

8. Happy in public & Moody alone.

-He is unable to cheer himself up when no one is around.
-He shows his smiley face and laughs crazily in front of his friends.
-Why does he do so ? He wants to be independent and doesn't rely on others.
-He knows that he can't be selfish. Irritation must always be left for himself while happiness to public.

Doubtlessly, I'm this kind of character.
Not all who left their footprints in my life could sense it.
There is a nice saying : Curiosity kills a cat ?
Actually, loneliness kills a guy.

Agree with me ? Ya, you are sort of this area too.