It is 4.09 am considered early in the morning.
The plastic bag utilized for packing pop-corn has been thrown away.
The song "hurt internally" sang by Eric Lim is nonstop played at this moment.
Typing a short essay that is all about my true heart is sort of feeling that I have left out for quite a long time.
Long time ago, I thought that describing our own feelings was an easy task.
Yet, I have no choice but to ban it this morning.
Loneliness may kill anyone.
In this solitary morning, please allow me to behave emotionally...
just for a while...
I found that I have lost something which I was looking for.
I lost my heart which was eager to live in a prosperous city dealing with busy life while looking forward to my ideal life.
I lost my competing heart, I have no motivation to do so.
Yea, it is indeed true.
I lost them.
Without them, Poor is no longer Poor.
But, who am I in turn ?
Your caring popped out and mixed well into my life suddenly.
It really warms my heart.
Nevertheless, I know that I shouldn't be so.
I just would like to request you even if you are going to complain that I bully you...
"Please treat yourself better."
You deserve it, seriously ~
You urge to stay stronger.
Joey Ma did inspire us with a quotient of "tear dropping now proves that we are forever losers."
电子表显现着“4.09am”。
揉掉爆米花袋子。
耳际奏响着的乃是林建辉之《内伤》。
啊，那久违的触觉……
曾几何时，伏笔叙述绝无难度。
而今，静思良久仍榨不出丁点头绪。
孤单的晨，请容许我情绪化……
就这么一会儿……
曾经的曾经，我那向往繁忙兼高档生活的心已消逝；
乃至不服输的好胜心亦不复存在。
总觉得近来的我好不像自己。
也许“内伤”真的太重了吧！
你，霎时的关心让吾之心窝暖了好一阵子。
或许你需要的仅仅是我的伴随左右，
但，我懂，我不该……
请对自身好些，你应得。
生活加油！
坚强！
“现在落泪就表示我们输了……”，仍旧铭记马小玲的金句。
# Eric Lim "内伤"
- Poor regards -
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