Humiliation@卑

There is a solemn phrase being left out by me for quite a long time.

I was chatting with Mok just now.
He was laying on the mattress beside me lazily.

In a sudden, he asked me why not to study.

I kept silent as I couldn't figure out a good answer to reply him.

He told me that he needed someone who was able to motivate him.
However, I couldn't do so as I couldn't even encourage myself.

Keeping silent for a short while, he told me gravely...
"If we are not willing to study, we will be degraded by others."
"If we haven't paid effort or given a try on it, we can't simply give up."

He in turn boosted up me.
Mok, thanks...
*Tear dropping*

曾经，我总有自己的方式，驱促自己努力的方式。
但，显然我已将那曾经的动力搁旁良久。

适才，与莫莫侃侃而谈了好一会儿。
咱俩慵懒地卧于床褥上。
蓦然间，他转过身问道：“你是怎么了，都不读书啊？”
我毫无头绪，默想：该怎么回答啊？
静思片刻。
他告知，需某某来推动他。
我做不到，即使对自己。

又一阵哑然静语。
莫莫娓娓道来……
“不努力，注定遭人看扁。”

“尚未尝试，甭说放弃。”

我就这样再次被感动了。
我帮不了他，他却帮了我。
至少，我找回了那丢失许久的心。

谢谢，莫……

[欣然泪下]

 　　　　　”吳浩康 - 自卑“

－穷王敬致。(Poor regards.)